July 17, 2005 Archives

I actually got my appetite back this evening. Too bad I lost it shortly after. I found a frozen brick of beef gulasch and heated it up. Unfortunately noticed shortly after the first few bites that there was a piece with a capillary sticking out of it. Thus my appetite disappeared again.

My mood is on an upswing though. I talked to my grandfather today, and he convinced me to enjoy my youth. Then Kerstin promised me that Vienna would return to its full glory again when she returns next week.

Maybe there is hope for the rest of the summer!

I wish the damn summer would end already. I've been experiencing summer for something like nine weeks now.

The past week was great, a story best told by the 84 photos taken during it. Friday night ended on a confusing/depressing note for me though, and I ended up pondering about my life until around five in the morning at Merry Monk. I then went home and proceeded to sleep until 5 p.m., with several interruptions. I then didn't leave my apartment for around 33 hours.

Yep, you guessed it, the same issue that comes up every year around this time in this weblog. My being stuck in the past and the regrets I have. The whole situation probably wouldn't be so bad if my days weren't so blank. I have absolutely nothing to do. Things I could do, like go swimming or put some more work into my website, I don't feel like doing.

The only thing I've been doing is putting together a DVD with photos from last week. Of course, this isn't exactly intelligent, because I keep having to stare at photos from last week, which was great. The whole encoding process takes ages, and isn't working right now for some reason. After hours of encoding and keeping my laptop heated up to a scorching 146°F (63°C), the program crashes. I'm now giving it a shot with out transitions (fading) between the photos, hoping tha